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The pains

I’m trembling and shaking from what I don’t know . The feeling of fear is overwhelming , I hope it will not show . The not knowing and that I must wait , it killing me Its no joke  . Why do I have to wait , I just really want to know . What is this inside me , i wont it to go away . It lingers and its stalking , I don’t know what to say . The headaches they are dwelling, but the pills they will not help . The pain in my chest is numbing , and it will not take a rest . My eyes are always heavy but its not a sleep that I really want . The pain is taking over it awakes me in the night . I wake up in a cold sweat , it keeps me up with its own fright .
The only rest im getting is that moment when I drift off , my body is shaking but the pain it switches off . My world is slowly falling as I want to know what to do , I fell like its never ending as the illness soaks me through . Its just a matter of waiting to see just what they say , but I will keep on plodding onwards till the end of my days

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